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Friday, August 03, 2007

Jeremiad!




You are expecting some forward mails or some quotes looking at the title? I don't have any of them here. Something more interesting than those! Yeah! Realistic feeling when life really sucks! It is the time when you get reminded that you forgot to sleep while you were mulling over something. And sometime around 3AM you get a SMS popping in the mobile conveying that your replies were indifferent asking if things were alright. And you have few mails asking explanation for the act of disappearance and not responding to their calls or mails or messages. Of course all these puts a smile in your face at least for a moment for some of your friends who bothers about you. But still what good is it gonna make to things that you are bothered about? You eventually realize that its high time you learn to cry with out tears, time to learn to cry without sobbing. Because you don't like crying in front of others! Anyways am glad that i was being cared about despite of me trying to act normal. To certain others who think "Hey! Were u pissed off. But u never sounded that way when i spoke with u" then its time to appreciate that am adept @ pretending. And to the rest who really didn't realize that i still exist in this world, I agree that there are 1001 other useful and important jobs for you to look after. Friends who have been telling that "am with so much of positive energy", "R u doing anything related 2 HR, u sound more like a relationship expert ", here is the other side of me! I am not all that I sounded always! May be how people take things to their heart really differs from person to person. And thats what sensitivity is defined as.

By the way am not looking for any sympathies or empathies here. And more importantly any en queries about this post by any means will not be encouraged. After all no one is ever happy and no one is ever sad! Intention of this post is just to use my dear blog as a source for venting out my emotions.

118 comments:

Nirek said...

hey buddy!
Blogs are best buddies to show our emotions with getting smpathies...
u r welcomed to do so..

Aparna said...

I am sure you must have felt better as you finished typing this post :) After all, nothing helps as much as putting your emotions and thoughts into words! That's how it has been for me always.

gundumama said...

onnume puriyalla :(

Neo said...

Though the BLOG is not your invisible friend to share everything, im sure you can share your feeling not necessary the reason.

And well said that no one is ever happy or no one is ever sad. This reminded me about my dad's quote "Muppathu varusham yaarum aandatha sarithiram ille, muppathu varusham yaaru alinjatha sarithiram ille". Change is the only thing that is constant. Lets learn to live with all these :)

ranjhith said...

:) :) :)
:O) :O) :O)
>:O) >:O) >:O)

You shall thou grow some happiness. Let me know, if you need some help with water/sun/manure. :)

Adiya said...

Chillax ....

Wish you a very happy friendship day.

:: The Protector :: said...

every1 undergo/underwent this kinda phase. everything will b alright... its better venting the emotions rather keeping inside

Cheers

My days(Gops) said...

இதுக்கு கமெண்ட் போடலாமா வேணாமா? ஒரு சந்தேகம் தான்ங்க...

My days(Gops) said...

அட்ரா சக்கை..
இப்ப இது வேறயா?

எது'னு கேட்குறீங்களா? அட "comment moderation" @ ய சொன்னேன்...

My days(Gops) said...

இனிய நண்பர்கள் தின வாழ்த்துக்கள்..

My days(Gops) said...

இந்த போஸ்ட்டுக்கு நல்ல கமெண்ட் போடனும் போல இருக்கு ..

//And more importantly any en queries about this post by any means will not be encouraged.//

ஆனால், இப்படி சொல்லிட்டீங்க....
இதுக்கு மேலையும் சொன்னா நல்லாவ இருக்கும்... அதனால், கிளம்புறேன் பொன்னம்மா.....

டாடா

kanniya said...

to make it simple ... "i like to be my self ... " hehe i always end up like this :P

pria said...

We do endup writing thigns we come across in our life or by seeing or what we hear. Once you pour out, it feels good and that makes a big difference.

Sanjai said...

.....Intention of this post is just to use my dear blog as a source for venting out my emotions..... Nalla vela, unga kitchen thapichathu

Vik said...

And you spit it out now. Shrek says "It is better out than in". How do you feel? Mood swings are a natural phenomena and I hate people come in refuge and throw a volley of questions that they did not mean at all. What do they do If I end up speaking to them on what is troubling me? Do you think they will have time for that? Nah... Best friends are those that know the emotion variation and know when to keep their a'hole plugged and when not to.

I know you will come back to yourself soon. Waiting for a msg until then :)

Bye my young friend.

Vik Rajagopalan.

ambi said...

enna ore peelings of chennai..?
something... something..? :p

sssspa romba thola dhoorathulenthu vanthruken, azhugaiya niruthittu, kanna thodachuttu strongaa oru tea pottu kondaa paarpom. :)

KK said...

Thats a nice way of venting out your emotions! Spring back Ponnarasi, being sad for long is injurious to health :) (Well that's my policy).

Jeya Anand said...

I see you are pissed off by something or someone...I am not gonna inquire abt it..Just saying ...these are parts of life everyone faces...u would know this simple thing...but still when u r down..ur mind fails to think rationally...:) keep up:)

மு.கார்த்திகேயன் said...

romba yosikkireengappaa, ponnaa..

Curious said...

>:D< hang on in thr..this to shall pass..!

btw..I used to do something like this earlier on... Somehow even the blog has become a burden of sorts to pour out everything!

Nithya N said...

no sympathy. no empathy. because you have no idea how happy your post has made me. it's that phase where i keep wondering if life is just as indifferent to everyone and it's really an illusion, a fake association,enthusiasm,frustration and every other emotion. i've been asking people existential questions and here you are answering ven before i asked anything.

www.rajzone.blogspot.com said...

Are you done with ventilating.. I go with the words of KK .



ps:enga blog pakkam aalaye kaanum

dakaltiz said...

enne aaachu ponn?
y so much feelingss...?

Cheer up!

SanjaiGandhi said...

((Intention of this post is just to use my dear blog as a source for venting out my emotions))..nalla vela unga veetu kitchen thapichathu....

Ram said...

Ponnarasi,
"Learn to cry without tears".
Hmm thats the first thing u shud practise when u get out of college and join a job, u ll need it then and there. Seems some one is testing your patience. Keep cool always!!!

Ram

Vidya said...

Go ahead and vent it out! That is why you have YOUR blog! :D And remember that there are blog buddies to keep you smiling! And may be even lend an ear.

Vidya

Raghs said...

Hey Pons,

Sorry for the delay happened in the middle. Please take sometime to read this page http://blogsofraghs.wordpress.com/2007/08/13/got-my-internet-connection/ wherein i have explained the situation.

Gimme sometime and i shall get back soon....

Raghs said...

hmm.. good-to-see that you have enabled the comment moderation.. donno when probably i might have missed!

sometimes it helps! ;-)

sk said...

if u ask me, these things are better kept with ourselves. I don't mean you should keep it within yourself. You can write it in your journal or talk to your best friend who really listens. But not in the blog, IMHO. Unless you want to get some cheap publicity from the "anuthaaba alai".

Vignesh said...

Hey, Why such a sad post? Cheer up dear! :)

From,
Vignesh

the victorious.. said...

u wanted no empathies here, but i felt i must tell u that i have felt the same way like how u did several times!

namakaha ore oru kavidhai

veliya naama paaka thagara dappa
aanaa unmaila naana sakkara dappa

sorry for the substandard mokkai.. he he

Faiza

mystery said...

eyy kanna..cheer up :)...i am on the same boat as u...no other choice other than making our minds strong.

The Talkative Man said...

No purinjings. Hence only attendance...just like college he he :)

The Talkative Man said...

no purinjings. Hence only attendance. Just like college, hehe :)

Harish said...

Got it...wont ask...till u tell :(

Padmapriya said...

Onnumea puriayala Pons.. :(
time kidaikarache gtalk la explain maadi :)

Vicky Goes Crazy... said...

hi pons ..

seems u had been pretty much disturbed by something or as the proverb suggests " idle mind s devils workshop" when i too sit idle i start thinkin abt soomethin n worry for which i dnt y :) it happens .. try to divert urself n something useful .. try reading some novels else go out watch movies ... roam aroudn with friends .. illaina try to study for some techinical certifications which mite help u in ur career :) ..

have u seen the movie called "ullam ketukumey" ?? athuley one song iruku "oh manamey" song .. a line n tat song states " inbathil valanthu inbathil mudintha yarum illai, thunbathil irunthu thunbathil valanthu mudiththa yarum illai" .. so no one s 100% happy ..even ambani n bill gates has his own worries ... when u all succeed u will never know sweetness of success ... u should lose some to realize the true fun of winning something :) ... so chill down .. best advice try to do something rather than sitting idle n watchin TV ... clean the house ... go pay some bills etc take up some work on ur own .. or better go for some gym do some workout ... do YOGA coz once u join comp u wil never get time to think for urself so use this time .. have fun n take care buddy :)

Karthik B.S. said...

cheer up girl. NO worries. :)

venus66 said...

Hi a good post. Good way to let out your emotions. Wish you all the best. Take care. Be happy. God Bless.

Raghs said...

Pons,

//I am sure you must have felt better as you finished typing this post :) After all, nothing helps as much as putting your emotions and thoughts into words! That's how it has been for me always.
//

Repeattt...

ths is just my initial comments soon after i read the few lines which i saw after clicking the link to this post!!

will give more once i m done with the full post....

Raghs said...

Ponnarasi,

first of all i could find out your honesty in putting things out.

but as some1 else said, it purely depends on the way people take, infer things (blogs are no exceptions) as the term "revealing out" comes into picture.

I do agree with you 100%. There are tough times in individual's life and at when they seem to look back on what they had been doing and was it worthwhile. The time to this realization also varies from person to person as its mainly based on the circumstances around.

No wonder, you would have even weighed the people or started doing it atleast by then! Many may argue on this context when it comes to close buddies but *practically speaking* it would make sense only when the individuals are inside the circle!

Of course, i had never thought of a forward mail or something but din't expect this sensitive and emotional blog!

As many say, the solace is when you see someone listen to you at the critical times! Very true. I think you have got a few people of that kind.

Though the disclaimer looked odd, i could gradually understand the consequences and the reason behind it.

I am Sure you would find peace within and get back to your usual routine. Till then, enjoy this feeling as it would help you to **reinvent the wheel!!**

Take Care.

[Hope i have not bored you and perhaps haven't added fuel to the fire ;-)]

Raghs said...

oiyea.. have you taken out the comment moderation?

why reverted back?

Raghs said...

cha.. i thought you were online by the time i posted my 1st comment and that's why it appeared when i refreshed the page after a while...

;-)

praveen said...

I feel happy that somebody feel my absence...bcoz I mean to them somewat more in their life...

cheers...

praveen said...

I feel happy that somebody feel my absence...bcoz I mean to them somewat more in their life...

cheers...

praveen said...

I feel happy that somebody feel my absence...bcoz I mean to them somewat more in their life...

cheers...

praveen said...

I feel happy that somebody feel my absence...bcoz I mean to them somewat more in their life...

cheers...

Known Stranger said...

seems to me ( in my view) you are growing up and mellowed to handle your own emotions rather outbursting it. I appreciate it. As you know i am never great consoler nor a sympatheiser. But i am happy you are undergoing this phase to make you evolved more stronger and brighter to handle much more emotions that you soon to face in reality.

manikandan said...

Hey queen,

Pongi elundhuteenga. Anyway nice thoughts as at times even i get into this mood but the difference is i do share it with friends if i am feeling bad or lonely or whatever it may be. Anyway I hope u do come of this sort of emotion soon. Its not good to be in this mood as it affects not only u but also the people around u. Stay happy and enjoy the life as it is too short. :)

Nanyaar? said...

happy blog day!

Ravi said...

never mind .. off late .. (word perfectly used .. !!) few open up to speak .. and my reason for a space on this blogspot is all the same .. (just to express my heart .. not to ppl .. who can express their views .. not to ppl who can react to that .. but to ppl ... who still can listen to me .. yet no where to act .. !!) ... of course at time we need black space .. to sound loud .. still givin the silence to the world .. !!! .. ( am totally in pace with u and u r emotions .. but zero sympathy .. )

Ravi said...

.. missed out .. time is leading us .. for longer period .. and hence .. hope .. things will change .. ( few i wish ... it shud .. few i cant deny .. !!) .. not so far .. to get back to u r page for another .. yet .. colurfull .. post .. ..

The Insane said...

Hey lady, how come you re able speak such true lines..???

really good..!!

USHA said...

Hi Pk,
Reached U.S...hey did u come to my BIL's wedding...late rhe said me...i missed to see you...hope will see in snaps...anyway thanks...

ramya said...

hmmmmmm......

The Individualist said...

Everywhere I go, it's the same. Lamenting. Sigh.

Vidya said...

Ponn, girl you need to write a new post. Earlier, you used to be so prolific. What happened?

Say, are you in Madras?

Vidya

Compassion Unlimitted said...

Pouring out to the unknown , in the web..a best way when emotions need a let out ,without advices !!
Great

CU

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Nirek

Hahaha..True!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Aparna

//That's how it has been for me always.//

Good 2 know :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Gundu mama

Santhosam! :P

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Neo

//This reminded me about my dad's quote "Muppathu varusham yaarum aandatha sarithiram ille, muppathu varusham yaaru alinjatha sarithiram ille".//

Nice quote :) Thanks for sharing!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Ranjhith

//Let me know, if you need some help with water/sun/manure. :)//

Hahaha..Thanku!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Adiya

//Wish you a very happy friendship day.//

Thanku! :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Protector

//its better venting the emotions rather keeping inside//

:) Hm...

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Gops

//இதுக்கு கமெண்ட் போடலாமா வேணாமா? ஒரு சந்தேகம் தான்ங்க..//

Kastam than!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Gops

Nanri! :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Gops

////And more importantly any en queries about this post by any means will not be encouraged.//

ஆனால், இப்படி சொல்லிட்டீங்க....
இதுக்கு மேலையும் சொன்னா நல்லாவ இருக்கும்... அதனால், கிளம்புறேன் பொன்னம்மா.....
//

Hehehe!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Kanniya

//"i like to be my self ... " hehe i always end up like this :P//

So do i! :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Pria

//Once you pour out, it feels good and that makes a big difference.//

Amam very true!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Sanjai

.// Nalla vela, unga kitchen thapichathu//

Aaaha! :O

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Vik

//Nah... Best friends are those that know the emotion variation and know when to keep their a'hole plugged and when not to.//

Well said! :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Ambi

//sssspa romba thola dhoorathulenthu vanthruken, azhugaiya niruthittu, kanna thodachuttu strongaa oru tea pottu kondaa paarpom. :)..//

Hahaha..Vaanga vaanga!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ KK

//Thats a nice way of venting out your emotions! Spring back Ponnarasi, being sad for long is injurious to health :)//

I remember myself saying those lines to many of my friends :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Jeya anand

//.these are parts of life everyone faces...u would know this simple thing..//

Well said :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Karthikeyan

//romba yosikkireengappaa, ponnaa..//

Hahaha..Illaye!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Curious

//Somehow even the blog has become a burden of sorts to pour out everything!//

Hm..i felt the same 2

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Nithya

//no sympathy. no empathy. because you have no idea how happy your post has made me. //

Really??? :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Raja

//:enga blog pakkam aalaye kaanum//

Vantha pochu! :) on my way!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Dakaltiz

//enne aaachu ponn?
y so much feelingss...?

Cheer up!//

:)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Ram

//Seems some one is testing your patience. Keep cool always!!!//

No no..

Am seeing u in blog world after a real long time :) Hows u?

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Vidya

//And remember that there are blog buddies to keep you smiling! And may be even lend an ear.//

Thanku! :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Raghs

// Gimme sometime and i shall get back soon..//

Take ur time :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Raghs

//hmm.. good-to-see that you have enabled the comment moderation.. donno when probably i might have missed!//

Reverted back again! :D

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ SK

//You can write it in your journal or talk to your best friend who really listens.//

I consider this one among the above u said!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Vignesh

//Why such a sad post? Cheer up dear! :)
//

Thanku!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Victorious

//veliya naama paaka thagara dappa
aanaa unmaila naana sakkara dappa

sorry for the substandard mokkai.. he he//

Hahaha...I enjoyed reading it! :) Welcome here!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Mystery

//.i am on the same boat as u//

Same pinch :D

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Talkative man

//No purinjings. Hence only attendance//

Hahaha accepted!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Harish

//Got it...wont ask...till u tell :(//

Hehehe sweet of u! :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Padmapriya

//Onnumea puriayala Pons.. :(
time kidaikarache gtalk la explain maadi :)//

Hehehe...Sure :P

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Vicky

//illaina try to study for some techinical certifications which mite help u in ur career :) ..
//

Ninga romba nallavanga! :P

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Karthik

//cheer up girl. NO worries. :)//

Inga paruda :)) Seri seri..

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Venus

//Hi a good post. Good way to let out your emotions. Wish you all the best. Take care. Be happy. God Bless.//

Seeing u 1st time here :) Welcome!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Raghs

// ths is just my initial comments soon after i read the few lines which i saw after clicking the link to this post!!//

Thanks for letting me know :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Raghs

// first of all i could find out your honesty in putting things out.

but as some1 else said, it purely depends on the way people take, infer things (blogs are no exceptions) as the term "revealing out" comes into picture.//

I liked this comment than the previous ones :) Thanku for spending time in this :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Raghs

//cha.. i thought you were online by the time i posted my 1st comment and that's why it appeared when i refreshed the page after a while...

;-)//

Ayayo :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Praveen

//I feel happy that somebody feel my absence...bcoz I mean to them somewat more in their life..//

Who is missing? Purilaye..Anyways seeing u here after a long time..Welcome!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Known stranger

//seems to me ( in my view) you are growing up and mellowed to handle your own emotions rather outbursting it//

Thanku for the comments :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Manikandan

//Its not good to be in this mood as it affects not only u but also the people around u.//

Very true :) Agreed!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Nanyar

//happy blog day!//

:) Thanku and belated wishes :D

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Ravi

// ( am totally in pace with u and u r emotions .. but zero sympathy .. )//

:) Thats nice!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Ravi

//. to get back to u r page for another .. yet .. colurfull .. post //

Hm..on its way :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Insane

//how come you re able speak such true lines..???

really good..!!//

:( I wonder as well

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Usha

//.i missed to see you...hope will see in snaps...anyway thanks...//

Yeah :) I did come and i was in search of u as well :(

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Ramya

//hmmmmmm......//

Super comment da raasathi!

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Individualist

//Everywhere I go, it's the same. Lamenting. Sigh.//

Hahaha... None can help :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Compassion unlimited

//Pouring out to the unknown , in the web..a best way when emotions need a let out ,without advices !!
Great//

:) Hm..Welcome here..

Anonymous said...

Vanakkam..August postttukku 108 posting,Athukku munthi 90 posting..Australia cricket score maadiri irukku..Adutthadhu eppo

AAvaludan (konjam Poraamaiudanum)

CU

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Anony

Is this compassion unlimited? :P

Compassion Unlimitted said...

Yes very Much.!

CU

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ CU
U know wt... see you= CU= Compassion Unlimited....

Appear 2 b 1st time visitor???

Compassion Unlimitted said...

YES,.already i left two measages..Its been nice visiting your blog.
Time permitting stroll into mine too
NANDRI
CU

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ CU

Sure :) will be done with pleasure!

Sathish said...

Well... too much for my primitive brain.. :O

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Sathish

:) Never mind.. Free'a vitruvom!

Vicky Goes Crazy... said...

hi yar ...

u seem to be damn pissed while ritin this blog ... anyways respectin ur privacy wat ever it was hope now all is fine :)

Ponnarasi Kothandaraman said...

@ Vicky

:) Yeah..But i myself didnt like this post after posting :(